i miss my xiao hei

tis few day....dunno y i will keep thinking of my dog..his name is xiao hei...he had been at my hs for almost 8 yrs i guess...when he was death...im not ard his..!!!so sad...when i back my home...no more my xiao hei welcome me!.....:(......T.T...tis few day dunno y...will keep refresh back the moment i play wit he....!!i miss he so much..!!i wan to cubit he!!haiz...mayb tats why some ppl dun wan to get a pet...when he o her die...the owner will become damn sad..even is after a long period..!!!he was dead for 1 yr d i think..but sometime when i found his pic at my laptop or hp..my brain will start to miss he again n again........T.T.......i miss he~~hope to9 can dream bout my xiao hei~~~



leehee...

现在的我,很不快乐....

曾经我对一切都觉的无所谓...
曾经我以为我是幸运的....
以为我有很多很多的朋友...
一为自己可以控制一切..
谁又晓得...在某个角落..也许有人在取笑你呢...
笑你的无知.......
现在的我...真的好难好难觉得快乐..
快乐...对我来说...好遥远....
我很想去感受它...可是...它在哪??
我真的很不快乐!!!!!!!!

BIAS!!!!

July! tis month for me happen alot of thing...happy, sad, excited....!! happy for tis month is my holiday~~~feel excited when my dad told me...he will let me go aus next yr..!!!im so glad to hear tat...but when reach the end of my holiday which mean my result coming out..im damn upset..my result is damn suck..!!omg..!!how come it happen!....the sub tat i tot i can pass i failed it..but the sub tat i tot i will fail..i passed it!BUT..the point is...i feel tat..for one of the sub tat i take...the leturer is bias!she dun like me..i can feel it since the day we start our class..i wont so easy lose to her...i will let her know..im not tat weak..she tot she is leturer then can do everything??hern...see her face..i feel like wan slap her...act like she is the person who so kind hearted...actually lazy like a pig. at 1st..i tot im the only one who feel tat she is bias...who know...let me know tat got other ppl said so..when i go find her....just feel like she unwilling to help...i can feel tat she laughing at her heart...she can control my result..yes..she can...but i wont so easy lose!!just let her bias la.....next time let me see her at sch..i will use my side eye to see her..o not look at her will be better?....she is damn suck...never saw leturer suck like tis.........f her..

say the right thing at the right time!

today...i have heard something from my fren. This is really quite hurt to heard bout it. I just realise that some time even is ur best fren, u also cant told them wat is ur true opinion n suggestion. YES!u CANTTTT!!!!coz if u do so, den u will end up wit bad result! im deeplyyyy feel it tat way now!So, i think i must learn how to hide my true expression from now on! seriously!!!!i will learn it!! i wont express wat is my true feeling now!i wont!!....i must learn how to protect myself.!!im big girl now already..!i must learn how to protect myselfFFFFF!!...for those who hate me...i dun care how u all look at me. Just hate me if u would like to do so...i dun mind...

dying of exam!

midnight...i cant sleep coz of my final coming!final..my nightmare..haiz..y.y.y.y...i hate exam la...i dun wan studyddyydddyydy....haizyo...especting the day after final coming!!!!!:)....add oil!!!I CAN DO IT~!~~

the leaving of NYMPha LAW~!

today is a big big day at my house.....our senior housemate nympha law! move out from our house n back to her hometown d....!this is all bcoz she was done her degree 2nd year..and she is prepare to go to england to continue her 3rd year. i guess all of our housemate sure will feel very sad n cant get used of dun have her at our life!lolx...but.....tian xia wu bu shan de yan xi....so....if we got fate..i believe all of us can meet again!hehe...i have been housemate wit her for 2 years d.....she always will give me suggestion to solve the problem tat i face..not matter is at social circle, homework, n many many...she is the one who know my deepest secret at subang!!!haha...only she know~!keke...i will really miss her!....didi will miss her also bcoz she always help he drive car( didi lazy to drive car)...haha....anyway...hope she can enjoy her life always!!

before she went back..we had went to suwnay pyramid ice skating as our memory..since we seldom hang out to play together...hehe..here is the pic~

Early in The morning!!~~

today...is the 1st day i having my sem break...but i have woke up at 8.20am!!!yeah!!!8.20 am...lolxx...seem like quite hard for me to wake up at such early time..but i do it!!!the reason is....ms tan lu bing had come over to my house sleepover last night..n tis morning nympha n me need to bring her go ktm station..haha.....because of her!!i wake up!!haha.....yesterday..afternoon...when everyone was back to their hometown d..since tis week is our uni sem break...so...ms tan lu bing had asked me whether i wan go to sunway walk walk onot..so....nympha n me just go wit her....after tat....we went to snowflake for dessert...then tat 2 gals still not yet full..they wan go to asia cafe take supper...lolx...after tat we chit chat chit chat till 12am like tat..then we send ms tan lu bing back home....we go to her room chit chat chit chat again..lolxxx...we r gossip gal..n when we said we wan go home d..ms tan say...DUN LEFT ME~~so we asked her whether wanna come our hs sleep onot..n when morning we go mcd took our breakfast ....haha.....have a nice chat wit her thru~~~lol...